socks.

before I get off I found something-

I found socks I had bought a month ago today on my bed in a target bag. How I missed them since I sleep on it...I'm not sure. So rejoice for my missing socks that are now found...(not like I'll wear 'em until fall anyways).

no go.

Yeah...the mall thing. A no-go. :/ So I sat and did nothing for a good while. I'm going to play some games since it is raining out. The plus side about not going anywhere...I get to lay on my bed to eat chocolate and play computer games. XDD

Later tonight I'm going to post some pictures of the X-DOWN0 book I got from Rann!! It came today!!! TqT

My nose is a bit better today as well. =3= So happy...

mall.

I'll (hopefully) be going to the mall with my friend Amanda today. She's still checking with her mother to see what she says. I hope her mother says yes. Her mother tends to be really strict and up-tight about a lot of things and sometimes even if she promises to do something-she won't. So Amanda said she'd call me or come over with what she said. She said she'd most likely know around 3 so I'll probably just go over there since they're only 2 doors down.

Let us hope we can go.

ra ra.

I've got Lady Gaga's song stuck in my head and I don't even like her music. DX
I mean...I don't remember where I heard the song to have it stuck in my head...probably the radio. B/ This is so annoying because it's not even the whole song...just the 'ra ra ra' part. It's like background music gone freaky.

In other news it's 12:56 AM here...and Im staring at this muted kids show because I haven't gotten around to changing it...

So FYI I'm sitting in my pjs, bashing my head hearings 'ra ra ra' in my head and staring at a kids show because it is highly creepy just as it is addictive to stare at people make fools out of themselves. Best time of my life.

No lie.

nose smose.

Seriously.
This nose needs to get it together. I think this is allergies. Freakin' pollen. :| I notice that if the weather changes really fast this happens. Like is it's really really cold and suddenly gets really hot and humid my nose goes on a schizophrenic spree. It doesn't do a lot but when it does it can last for WEEKS. Which makes me just want to blow my nose off with something. It's a little better than yesterday (when I felt like I was going to vomit...) but yeah...nose smose.

art.

So my art is sucking and going into a major relapse. I feel like just banging my head against a wall and hope that stirs up some great artist mojo that makes me do amazing things. Man I need to practice...majorly. I feel a little inspired right now...let's hope I can get back into my RL sketching. :T

days.

I went to a party to celebrate a person who I never once met nor talked with. And pretty much talked to people I hardly know. While this is not always a bad thing as you can make new friends, acquaintances and other things I really wasn't that happy about sitting on my butt for 3 hours listening to people talk about things I had no idea what they were talking about.

I am a very passionate person but don't really say much (to my friends disbelief) when dealing with new people especially people who kind of frightened me a bit. D: I mean I really was just sitting there drinking pop and laughing at some of the things they said.

But in other news I can't breathe out of my right nostril due to the snot but hey, it's not like it feels funny, bugs me or makes me want to rip my nose out of its socket-nah.

quote.

"You're like this house. You suffer, you show your wounds, but you stand."
- Natasha Rostov (War and Peace; 1956)

swallow.

I just swallowed my snot. D:
I am really disgusted. I think I'm coming down with something. I've got that 'sick' sniff and my throat is a little sore but a lot better than earlier thank goodness. It is such a glorious day that here in a few I'll probably go and take a nice walk though it's really humid around here. :/

The mail came so I'm going to log off and go get it and call 'manda to see if she wants to walk with me.

back.

I'm back to posting here for awhile. I don't know how long I'll be posting here but it's easier posting here than at LJ right now and I wanted to take a break from there. I'm glad to be back here! I missed posting here so yay. Made a new blog, fyi. You can find it via my profile.

Will be posting something more significant in a minute.

safe and sound.

And all my hopes and dreams
Aren't for anyone
I keep them safe and sound

And hope this picture is
Not yours anymore
But can you hear me now?

Now thats okay man
I'll say it across this land,
You should've kissed me baby

So try and stop me
Or so forgive this light
'Cuz I can't beg all night

Until my heart stops beating
You'll never hear me say
I won't kiss you

If I say,
It's lost its beating
If I can't find my way
It's over now

But I won't
Walk away...

- Safe and Sound by Kyosuke Himuro (feat. Gerard Way)

the phantom of the opera.

I have recently gotten back into the old 2004 movie (which was originally a play) The Phantom of the Opera. The music is so fantastic and I love the newer movie version. It does the play justice.^^

If you haven't seen it please go and rent it!! <33

i came to this conclusion.

I have just come to the conclusion that I think Sean Bean is the sexist man on earth. :/ Is that sad? LOL I have no idea. XDD; But it is true, LOL! I really think he is attractive. :3 But you know...I'm sure a lot of people think so. >_____>;;;

Thought that was necessary to state. I know. I am awesome. <3

dishes.

My dishes need cleaned.
I need to clean my dishes.
My floor looks...quite pleasant actually.
But it needs vacuuming.

It seems that I will spend my Saturday alone...cleaning and wishing I had something else to do. Like meet with friends and go have some lunch. :/

tired.

I am super tired right now but I'll refuse to go to sleep until I possibly can regardless. :/ I think a lot of my tiredness is coming from the fact that I went on a 2 mile hike through woods and then raced my brother back...(I won of course) but it didn't hit me until we went to walmart. DX

And then we came home and I CRASHED man. I did NOTHING (except geometry homework...which btw is hard when your brain is yelling SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP.)

Ahhh...I have to go to work tomorrow. :/ But at least it'll be FRIDAY!! YESSSS. And since I'm working tomorrow I don't have to Saturday. :D Which means I can sit around and watch movies and stuff. Plus I'll be (mainly) by myself most of the day...my dad being home doesn't really count since he stays in the basement most days, lol. ;D

Well...I'm off to do something. Woot.

website up.

My art website is finally up and running! Take the time to look at it guys! :3 I am finally enjoying adding stuff to it...unlike before where every time I looked at it I thought...there has GOT to be a better way to do this. DX

So now there is! 8D

Go check out my website over here at...

LOVE DON'T COME IN BULLETS.


Yeah...I'll update my template here so you guys can always check it out over at my profile. ;D

yes.

I get paid tomorrow...YESH! Amazing. ;D I won't be doing anything with it since I've spent ENOUGH money to fill up...something. IDK where I was going with that. XD

So yeah, taking time to savesavesave for whatever in the future! :3 Plus I have to pay off my stupid proativ. NEVER BUY PROACTIV ONLINE!! DX Just for the money they made me spend and didn't tell me the whole shebang I'm not going to use Proativ products anymore...which is sad since it worked. :/

I guess after this stuff runs out it'll be time for me to go to Walmart and go "zit shopping". Oh how lovely...X/

concert.

Going to a concert in about half an hour. It's down at a cafe' about 15 minutes from here. (: It is featuring, A Rotterdam November (one of my favorite bands) and my friends band, Unnailed. ♥

I can't wait to get a Jones drink....(yes, they are my highlights when I go there, regardless who is playing.)

the lord of the rings.

Three Rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,
Seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone,
Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die,
One for the Dark Lord on his dark throne
In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.
One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,
One ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them
In the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.

THE LORD OF THE RINGS by J.R.R Tolkien

10.

A re-work for a character of mine. (:
Not much else to say other than...wow does my camera suck. X/

four chords.

I was once a boy in love with strangers
As I watched them smoke their cigarettes I'd wave
I was much too young to think of danger
I was curious and innocent and brave

Now the wrinkles in my face have gotten deeper
I'm an old man that's just 25 years young
I try to keep myself away from mirrors
They remind me of the stupid things I've done

Cause after all mans intellect and power
All you get is 650,000 hours
If you're lucky then you're dead
Says the voice inside my head
Keeps me moving on
Keeps me singing these songs

So sing along (oh oh)
Here we go (oh oh)
been down this road
about a thousand times before
I'm breathing and I'm bored
So sing along (oh oh)
Here we go (oh oh)
Singing songs we wrote
About a thousand times before
I'm breathing and I'm bored
These same four chords
The same four chords

Now the beard upon my face has gotten thicker
To protect me from the storms that come my way
Maybe when life's done I'll be the singer
In the band that plays outside of Heaven's gate

Cause after all mans intellect and power
All you get is 650,000 hours
If you're lucky then you're dead
Says the voice inside my head
Keeps me moving on
Keeps me singing these songs

Even if I die tomorrow I'll be glad my life was filled with songs
And even if I die tomorrow these four chords will keep me living on
Even if I die tomorrow I'll be glad my life was filled with songs
And maybe if I die tomorrow these four chords will keep me living on
Even if I die tomorrow be glad my life was filled with songs
And even if I die tomorrow these four chords will keep me living on

Oh oh, the song that we wrote
Are playing back on the radio
Oh oh, even if I die tomorrow
These four chords will keep me living on.

Four Chords by The Classic Crime

09.

BWAHAHAHAHA I failed at this so bad. XD I'm going to have to come back to this and finish coloring it but for now...TADA! :D

LOL IT'S SO AMAZING WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE NO COLORING SKILLS WHATSOEVER. ;;

the wolf.

In the stinking darkness under the barn, he raised his shaggy head. His yellow, stupid eyes gleamed. "I hunger," he whispered.

Henry Ellender
'The Wolf'

house.

I tried watching the first season of House today only to fail miserably. Either you have to download...it coast money to watch it or they don't have it. :/ I loath watch TV shows online. =____=;

In other news, for some reason I get really excited when I show airs during the month of my birth and I have TWO. :D One being Sengoku Basara 2 and the other being Kuroshitsuji 2! I hope one of them is either on my birthday or the week of my birthday because then it'd make me feel really special. XD;

quiz result01.

I am Sakura Haruno

You are Sakura. You are not afraid to speak your mind and you have a good head on your shoulders. You are not much of a fighter, but you try hard and learn quickly. Like Sakura, you let your feelings for someone cloud your judgement sometimes. It's hard for you to find flaws in your crush.

//

took this for fun...I am lame, I know. o/o

wild geese.

You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about your despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting --
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

Wild Geese by Mary Oliver

quotes journal.

I have started a Quotes, Sayings, Phrases, Poems, and Excerpts journal to which I put all of the listed in one place. (: I have already started filling it with an assortment of quotes from books I like to read (as they give quotes so if I like the quote I write it down). :D

I also have gotten this poetry book and plan to write some of the poems down too. (: I will also write these quotes, sayings, etc here on my computer in my Word Document, haha. ;D So I can keep an online one and a physical one. My online one may be broader than my physical one but when I get the time I'll transfer them into my journal. ♥

Just thought I'd let you know. <3

dear alice.

Just finished publishing Dear Alice on my FictionPress account! :D You can view the story here: http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2793755/1/Dear_Alice

I hope you guys like it since a lot of you have been asking about it after I published 'cherry lips (toasted just right)'! :3

need I say more?.

LOL thank you superhiiro for the gif! XD It is so amazing...!! ♥♥♥

08.

Now if you thought the last one was crappy...you've seen nothing yet! XD; The only reason I didn't trash this was because I loved the hot pink ear. 83

soulmate.

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Soulmate by Natasha Bedingfield

I have recently gotten back into Natasha Bedingfield. (: She has such lovely lyrics and has a great range and voice (though actually one of my favorites by her is Pirate Bones). <3

movies and books.

I've decided to start re-reading the Lord of the Rings trilogy again. (: Mainly because I really want to read the Appendix's, which I never read the first time around. ORZ/

Also hoping to watch How to Train Your Dragon soon too! (: I really wanted to go see Alice in Wonderland but when I went it was sold out. :/

OHHH...also recieved my Neo mag. :D Will post pictures (later) today. ♥

delicious.

I just had one of the most delicious meals...in pasta form. :D It was yummy and made my tummy all happy and what not. :3 Mmmm tasty.

I should makes commercials or something since my brain spazzes every 2 minutes.

04.

My original character, Victoria Noir. ♥ I re-colored her hair and made her hair less curly on the bottom and more wavy. (:

tired.

I couldn't go to sleep at all yesterday. :/ I didn't even go to sleep until 5 o' clock and then got to get up 3 hours later to go to work. I wasn't happy and just wanted to go into the fettle position and die. DX

But as I started working it got better and I'm not quite as tired. And unfortunately I can't take naps. Not because I don't want to but because when I lay down to do so I can't go to sleep and end up fidgeting, haha. It's kind of odd. But it is just how it works for me.

I'm going to get off here soon and do crap. Like watch a movie or be constructive. I'll make another post like 'pondering' soon so be prepared for mass sarcasm. ;D

03.

My most recent illustration. Featuring my OC Lamb. ♥ Lamb is no particular OC, nor is she in a story of any kind. She is just a OC that I made up and fit the theme. I would like to the *Chaotic-Muffin for the inspiration with her artwork. (:

Meant to be like an advertisement or an ad on a billboard. ;}

gazette47.

So I bought myself an older magazine that featured the GazettE (the main reason I bought it.) I also bought this because it came with a free poster of the GazettE which I LOVED. :D



(I swear that I hung it straight I just take crooked pictures...)

I also got a postcard of the same photo but my camera died before I could take a picture of it. But the thought was there. XD I also took 3 random pictures from inside. (: I mean really I just plopped the book open and then just flipped to the left and to the right and took a picture of the 3 that I came across. (:







The highlight of this magazine: The perfume ads. XDD I mean...they just made my day. They were great, I mean really. It just seemed so weird... I mean I know America isn't the only place that advertises perfume but no matter where you live it is always strange seeing some other country advertise things. Only because you get so use to the way they do them or you get in your head that only your country sells stuff like this that you get some sort of deja vu when seeing other countries do it. XD

And that was how I felt with seeing the Japanese ads. ;D Especially since the one guy who was advertising one should not have had his shirt off. *________*;

LMAO

02.

This was the sketch work for this piece of artwork right here. It was a gift art for rannsama from deviantart. (: X-DOWN is one of my favorite original stories/manga's by her only because of its reference to Alice in Wonderland. Well I shouldn't say that...because I love her concept sketches, her characters, and her plots. So it wasn't just that, but that was what drew me to it to begin with. (:

I kind of think the sketch is better for details but the inking shows the edits I made to it that I like better. (: So I like both~. ♥ I hope you do as well!

lazy,

Lately I haven't been doing a whole lot of anything. I mean, I have some sketches I should post or something (I mean scan, edit...THEN post) but I just look at them and go, "Eh." But I've kind of always been like that. XD; I'm so mediocre. >w>;

My shoulder was killing me all of work today. I felt like just shooting it off if I could. It's feeling better now, probably because I'm not doing anything strenuous, haha.

I feel kind of bad that I haven't been updating my Livejournal lately. OTL; But I really just like how I can just come on here and write an entry and not have to worry about what people are going to say or have to meet some expectations. I can be a smart-ass, a jerk, happy, sad, mopey, whinny, and just all around blah and not have to deal with all the internet craziness.

It's like my own personal journal, if I had one. :/

zune.

I just figured out that I could buy video's for my ZuneHD. I've been buying some Samurai Champloo episodes. (: What is funny is that I had been wanting to finish watching the show but never have the chance here online or to rent it at the library (though I don't think they have it.) Plus I can watch it on the go, and since I never get tired of them I enjoy watching older ones over again. :3

Samurai Champloo is one of the only animes where I could watch the same episode 5 times in a row and still find it hilarious, amazing, and just all around fantastic. (: I also bought myself an The Office episode. ;D

Though I'm probably going to stick more with buying Samurai Champloo, I'll probably purchase some of my favorite SyFy tv shows like Destination Truth and Warehouse 13. :D

Thought I'd let you all know so you can be weeping for joy, lol!

writing accounts.

fanfiction.net

my fanfiction.net account;


fictionpress.com

my fictionpress.net account;

I thought I'd go ahead and post my writing places where you can find me. (: Unfortunately I don't update my stories on either site much but if I ever do they are there so you can see them! :D

old posts.

I suppose I should mention this since you may not all know. If you are looking for my older posts you must look at the archives. This layout that I have now does not allow you to go back to older posts via the normal blogger style.

From my archives you may find them from their titles or search them from the month I have posted them in.

start wearing purple.

Start wearing purple wearing purple
Start wearing purple for me now
All your sanity and wits they will all vanish
I promise, it's just a matter of time...

So yeah, ha

Start wearing purple wearing purple (he)
Start wearing purple for me now
All your sanity and wits they will all vanish
I promise, it's just a matter of time...

I know you since you where at twenty, and I was twenty,
but thought that some years from now
a purple little little lady would be perfect
for dirty old and useless clown...

So yeah, ha

Start wearing purple wearing purple
Start wearing purple for me now
All your sanity and wits they will all vanish
I promise, it's just a matter of time...

So yeah, I know it all from Diogenes to the Foucault
from Lozgechkin to Passepartout
I ja kljanus obossav dva paltza - chto ty!
shto muzyka poshla ot "zvukov moo"


Start wearing purple wearing purple (da da da da da)
Start wearing purple for me now

Start wearing purple for me now!

All your sanity and wits they will all vanish
I promise, it's just a matter of time...

So Vio-Vio-Violetta! Etta! Va-va-va-vaja dama ti moja!
Eh podayte nam karetu, vot etu, i mi poedem k ebenjam!

So yeah, ah start wearing purple wearing purple
Start wearing purple for me now
All your sanity and wits, they will all vanish
I promise, it's just a matter of time!...

Start Wearing Purple; Gogol Bordello

01.

I finally got around to drawing an old OC of mine who I thought I had lost in the pits of nothingness. It seems a lot of my drawings/characters end up like that. I either forget about them, or basically trash them but don't seem to have the capacity to do so. Odd indeed.

Well this is an old scientist I had made up for a story which I have long since scrapped but she (for some odd reason) always was at the back of my mind. This is also an example sketch for some free sketches I'm giving away over at deviantart.

changing.

I finally got around to changing my layout to meet my standards. I would like to thank indreamsmaybe for the layout design. (: I like how it looks a lot like livejournal but isn't. ♥ This has a lot of character and I am really excited to start ranting in it and posting crap.

pondering

i like to ponder why it is I am inside when the day is clearly ripe for the frolicking. don't we all ponder as such? i find it quite strange how I can even remotely justify being in here whilst the day whisks away into nothing. also, it is good to note (as it was not earlier) that I am indoors at this time. i am not blogging in some remote area location outside that allows me to both be technically sophisticated and wild-man savvy. if I had any expertise in this field I would be happy. oh so very happy. because then that would mean I would own my very own futuristic laser guns that shoot out of my headphones.

what a lovely day I say.